I am neither one nor the other person. I am both persons.
It is only when both persons come together and become friends that you can start to open your eyes.
I was sleeping in the darkness and on one silent day I woke up.
Greetings,
In anticipation of a meeting in the physical realm, allow me to unfurl the scrolls of my journey. Born under the Swiss skies of Ticino into a modest family, I grew up amidst the wealth and privilege that defined much of my surroundings. Yet, our circumstances were different. My family struggled with poverty, and as a child, I often observed the stark contrast between our life and that of those around us.
In my early years, I was captivated by profound questions: Who am I? Where do I come from? What lies beyond this life? Observing the adults around me, I quickly realized that they didn’t have the answers. Many were more ignorant than I was, or they were too preoccupied with the demands of daily life to even ponder such existential questions.
Despite my young age, I always felt a presence near me—a silent, guiding force that I couldn’t explain but knew was real. This presence seemed to protect me, intervening at critical moments, such as when I faced bullying situations that could have ended badly. Miraculously, events would unfold, or people would step in, saving me at the last moment.
As I grew older, however, my focus shifted. The realization of my family’s poverty became all-consuming, and my deep, existential questions faded into the background. I was determined to escape the limitations of my upbringing and vowed to do everything in my power to build a better future. I immersed myself in my studies, excelling academically and earning degrees in economics and management. This led to a well-paying career as an account manager in multinational corporations—an achievement I had dreamed of for years.
But success, I soon discovered, didn’t bring the fulfillment I had imagined. I had escaped poverty, but I hadn’t escaped the emptiness within. Instead, I found myself trapped in a golden cage, overwhelmed by the pressures of corporate life. Initially exciting and rewarding, my job soon became a source of relentless stress.
The anxiety was not just mental—it became physical. At times, it felt as though my lungs couldn’t fully expand, as if the weight of my stress was preventing me from breathing. Even simple moments of rest were marked by a sense of suffocation, and this constant struggle left me drained and disconnected.
The anxiety reached its peak when I began waking up each morning in a state of panic. For a few harrowing seconds, I couldn’t remember who I was, where I worked, or what I was supposed to do. These moments, though brief, felt like an eternity, leaving me shaken and exhausted. I told myself, “I’m too young to have a psychological problem. I have my whole life ahead of me to work—I can’t afford to feel this way.” And so, I buried my feelings, pushing forward while fully aware that this wasn’t sustainable.
Amid this turmoil, the questions of my childhood began to resurface with urgency. Who am I? Why do I feel so disconnected? What is the purpose of my life? I felt like a hamster running endlessly on a wheel, trapped in an invisible cage. The success I had worked so hard for felt hollow, and the emptiness inside me grew wider.
Everything changed when a colleague suggested I try meditation. At the time, I didn’t know the difference between meditation, hypnosis, or energy activation. By divine synchronicity, an advertisement for an online workshop appeared on my Facebook homepage. Following an inner pull, I joined the session.
During the session, I quickly fell asleep. Upon waking, I believed it had been for nothing—just another nap. What I didn’t realize was that I had received a powerful energetic transmission, one that would soon transform my life entirely. That night marked the beginning of my awakening.
I began experiencing profound connections with non-human intelligences—beings from other dimensions, often from worlds far beyond our own, like Andromeda. These experiences were exhilarating but also deeply isolating. Friends and family struggled to understand what was happening to me, and some were even frightened by it. My guides and Higher Self, however, were relentless in ensuring I stayed the course, even as well-meaning friends suggested psychiatric care.
To convince me of the reality of these experiences, these beings began subtly manipulating technology around me. Nights were particularly challenging, as most activations and adjustments occurred in states of semi-consciousness. Over the years, I underwent experiences that completely transformed my understanding of reality and myself.
Looking back, I now see the purpose behind these extraordinary events. In early 2021, I received a message: others would follow this path after me. They too would face awakenings, often tumultuous and challenging. My role was to guide them, offering support to those ready to embark on this journey.
I was also told that a great “download” would begin in 2024, as Earth’s energy grids would be ready. But the question remains: Are humans truly ready to receive this information?
Today, I am a seeker fluent in Italian, German, English, and French. I am also a certified verbal and non-verbal hypnotherapist, a Kundalini bodyworker, and a Reiki practitioner. I have honed my skills in trance-channeling and trance-healing, and after years of self-realization, energy activations, and initiations, I am here to share these gifts with you.
And to the question, “Who am I?” I now answer with the wisdom of the stars:
“I am a Portal of the Divine. How may I serve?”
With deepest gratitude,